Tuesday, June 30, 2009


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Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But I'm not too sure
How I'm supposed to feel
Or what I'm supposed to say
But I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the pray
'Cause I'm coming in
With what I wanna say but
It's gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...

I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss you love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back

It's just a fad
Part of the teen, teenage angst brigade and
I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss you love

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss you love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back

Thank You

I will remember today,
Thank you for saying it,
Thank you for ending it.
I used to give everything,
Used to sacrificed everything,
Used to let all my guard upon u,
And thank you for how return it back the favor,
This is the dark days of mine,
I will never forget today,
But i promise that, the day will soon end.
I will rise and shine,
Be with someone who i deserve,
Be with someone who appreciate me,
Thank you for teaching me the hard ways,
I never regrets any of it,
I might be helpless now, but im getting even stronger,
I will remember exact tones and voice of how u ending it,
Yes its hurts as blade through your heart,
The pain might heal but the feel of the pain wont get away,
Thank you so much.
Please go and never comeback,
Never ever again comeback into my life because i had enough tears for u.
Im sorry for peoples around me, i left them for u.
And at the end they come to me when i really need help and where are u? u left me.
Thank you for teaching me of life.
Life is mean, Love is mean,
But i dun give up on that,
It just u came to give me the meaning of mean.
Thanks u. Now i dun want to feel it again.
Please i felt it once, enough of what u did..
Go away... Fill me with hate and anger so that i can easily forget u.

Thank you, May God Bless U

Sunday, June 14, 2009

EQ VS IQ




DEFINITIONS

EQ - is a measure of your emotional intelligence, or your ability to use both your emotions and cognitive skills in your life. Emotional intelligence competencies include but are not limited to empathy, intuition, creativity, flexibility, resilience, coping, stress management, leadership, integrity, authenticity, intrapersonal skills and interpersonal skills.

IQ - a number used to express the apparent relative intelligence of a person that is the ratio multiplied by 100 of the mental age as reported on a standardized test to the chronological age. IQ is the measure of cognitive abilities, such as the ability to learn or understand or to deal with new situations; the skilled use of reason; the ability to apply knowledge to manipulate one's environment or to think abstractly as measured by objective criteria (as tests); mental acuteness; logic and analytical skills.

COMPARISONS

EQ gets you through life vs. IQ gets you through school

Appealing to reason and emotions to convince someone vs. Trying to convince someone by facts alone

Using your emotions as well as your cognitive abilities to function more effectively vs. Relying solely on your cognitive skills

EXAMPLE

Abu had a high IQ. He could reason, was analytical and logical, and had a steel-trap focus on tasks. He learned new things quickly. However, he ignored how he was feeling and how others were feeling. If things didn't do the way he expected them to, he would lose his temper and lash out at others. He was unable to relate to people who weren't as smart as he was and lacked empathy. This limited his ability to be effective in team situations even though his IQ was very high.

Ali had a high EQ. He got along well with people, and managed his own emotions well. This made him highly effective in his work, even though there were others in the firm with higher IQs. Jose was able to consider the emotional component of interactions, using both his cognitive abilities and his understanding of emotions. He was able to influence and motivate people because he understood what mattered to them and was an excellent communicator. His authenticity and integrity made him a natural leader. He was flexible and creative when faced with a challenge, and resilient in the face of temporary defeats. He was well-liked and well-respected.

KEY POINT

Your EQ has more to do with your success and happiness in life than your IQ and it can be learned.

RELATED DISTINCTIONS

Knowing how and why vs. Knowing what

Knowing how to motivate each person vs. Treating everying as if they operated the same way which they don't

Managing emotions and using them for good results vs. Being at the mercy of emotions because you don't understand them or know how to work with them.

BENEFITS

When you recognize the difference between EQ and IQ, you can work to develop your EQ. It can be learned but has often been neglected in our education both at home and at school.

Taken from :
http://www.selfgrowth.com/articles/Dunn157.html

Credits to :
Susan Dunn, MA, the EQ Coach

Friday, June 5, 2009

away



i'll be far far away and i dunno when im going to comeback. :)

empty

I filled my everyday with activities but still, i feel empty inside. Damn i hate this feeling, i couldn't bare to live like this everyday. Owh happiness please come into my life and fill this emptiness. Herm.. please come cepat2 larrrrr !!!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

60's back again



this is the song i played during the malam pra graduan dinner :P giler oldies~


MusicPlaylist
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Final Year Design Project

Alhamdulillah i finished and completed my final year design project. It was completed lama dah and the presentation as well had been conducted. Fuuuhhh it was hectic, pressure, stress and sumer mende ar ade time wat tue. Really2 tensed, ye ar mane tak nye common student last minute baru nak wat. Kerja satu semester tapi 1 week before submission baru nak wat. Hahahah padan muke aku. Kiteorang kene design resorts kat Port Dickson 10 storeys height kot. But seriously it was really2 relieve to know that i completed the works. Giler ape aku 24 7 stay at faculty even sleep there siap bawak bantal sumer. Bangun2 tido je kluar bilik tue tgk orang baru datang fac g klas. Hahahhaa. Siap je design tapi biler run analysis fail, then have to redesign it back.. tue je ar kerja aku.. biler dah siap design and pass sumer report pulak nak kene wat. Plus lecturer yang kedekut markah lagi.. Now i understand how it feel to be like a consultant, nie kerja group belum lagi nanti dah kerja kene wat sorang2. Sure pressure giler2 nye.. Nie pun aku dah pressure giler2.. hahahahahah Neway guys im proud with my work even though tak seberapa but aku wat dengan sendiri dan bersemangat~ hahaha thanks to my colleagues too~ Here are some of the pictures of my design~ :)



Farhan yang rajin =)


Seperti rutin harian penganggur, hari2 aku tido kol 6am dan bangun kol 2pm. Selalu bangun je terus lunch dan terus membuang masa. Selalunya Razif akan call aku ajak lepak kat tempat up2 sampai abis duit aku. Then petang tu aku akan melepakkan diri aku kat sofa sambil menonton cite2 yang boleh ditonton sampai malam. Bile malam je dak2 nie sure akan ajak aku g main futsal free kat area2 taman perumahan sini sampai around kol 11pm. Then lepak2 minum sampai ar 12pm - 1am. Then balik rumah aku mandi2 lepak2 facebooking sumer sampai kol 5 6 pagi.. Camtue ar rutin aku ari2... giler penganggur~ hahahha. Tapi hari nie ntah camne aku rajin semacam.. abis je main bola aku g mandi jap, fbooking jp then aku g kemas rumah aku. Memandangkan mak aku asik berleter sebab menyepahkan rumah aku pn ntah camne ntah jadi rajin semacam malam nie. Aku g kutip sumer cawan2, pinggan2, periuk2 yg kotor sumer aku g basuh.. Agak banyak gak ar.. Mmg banyak pun... kat satu jam aku clean kan sumer tue siap cuci sinki. Tip Top giler dah ar skang. Pastu g kemas2 kat living hall then lipat2 baju yg tak dilipat dekat around 1 month dah sambil g tgk tv. Hahahaa... harap2 mak aku terkejut besok2 bangun pagi sume dah clean n clear... Agak2 leh ar pow duit dia sket pasnie :P. hahahaha. Now aku dah tak tau nak wat ape sebab sume mende dah settle.. haishh bukan senang nie aku nak rajin camnie but once aku datang mood rajin kasi je keje ape sure aku wat :).

peace out

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

flying kite~



Last Sunday i was damn bored sitting at home. The only things Ive been doing all day was sitting in front of my lappy and facebooking. Huhhhh facebook generation !!! So i was sick and tired been trapped in this box of entertainment where u lost the touch of the outside world i decided to get rid out of it. So i called my PJ's friends Meor, Din and Amir and we went kiting! First everyone was hesitate and i try to convince them " brooo it can be fun... main layang2 " but everyone one seem to be hesitate... until this line came up " plus there are lot of hot chicks there". Then they really want to go.. Shyt betul dak2 neh.. Hahahahha. We planned to go at 430pm to avoid traffic jam but i forgot that i were in malaysia. 430 'malaysian time' so around 530 jugak ar baru gerak.. hampeh tol. The place is at Taman Layang2 kat Selayang kot, next to MRR2 highway towards gombak, batu caves. Then we arrived there at 6pm and we stopped at Shell nearby to buy our kite~ We bought the RM15 kite (i dun think its worth that much) and we were the only kite which has spiral tail. COOL~ It was damn fun playing kite !!! plus there are lots of hot chicks there... trust me :) hahaha. Damn i never fly a kite before and this is my first attempt and it flew. Mission Accomplished~ We sat on the grass while watching our kite flew high..and watched the sunset.. Damn it was amazing... Somehow i pity for the new generation kids because they been trapped in the box all the time. This kind of experiences u will never get from Xbox, PS3 or Wii what ever it is.. Damn.. pity them.











epitome of myself

why 'epitome of myself' ?

epitome [ip-pit-a-mee]
1. A brief summary, as of a book or article; an abstract.
2. a summary, esp. of a written work [Greek epitemnein to abridge]

Thus this would be a brief summary of my life, my experiences and my journey

episode 1 : pilot

This is the first entry of my blog. Since i am doing nothing waiting at home while waiting job's offer i decided to reactivate my blog. Hopefully i can pour some ideas and perspectives in this blog and spread the love for the readers.